So, there is an inner process you go through. The process is that you’re flipping life on its head. Most people look for outer things to change the way they feel inside. A yogi finds the Self inside and then shares their Essence with others. Instead of waiting or wanting others to fill you, you come from fullness, your own inner Essence. Oh, Shiva.

— Gurudevi Nirmalananda

From Gurudevi’s full discourse “Death, God & Self“

By Margie (Maitreyi) Wilsman

I have attended numerous Shaktipat Retreats offered by Gurudevi Nirmalananda, Online as well as On-Site.

Gurudevi is a Kundalini Master, a Shaktipat Guru. She has the mystical power to awaken the energy of Consciousness that is lying asleep within each of us.

Receiving Shaktipat from Gurudevi over more than a decade, I’ve experienced the wonders and importance of Kundalini. This cosmic power lies asleep coiled below my tailbone. When awakened, she uncoils and rises up the spine. Along the way, she clears your spine of karmic blockages stored there.

I first became aware of Kundalini when I experienced spontaneous Shaktipat during an Embodyment^® Yoga Therapy session. Kundalini was opening through my left leg, ankle, foot and hip on the tightest side of my body.

Having already experienced Kundalini, why have I taken numerous Shaktipat Retreats? I did not understand what was happening at first. When immersed in Gurudevi’s Shaktipat Retreats, I’ve received revelations that are light years beyond my initial experiences in Embodyment^® sessions.

Being in Gurudevi’s presence, meditating, listening to her talks, and chanting the Sanskrit verses of the Kundalini Stava.h were occasions for Kundalini to show up. They still are. Her arising sheds light on blockages that still need work. She continues to clear my karma on physical, emotional and mental levels.

In my first Embodyment^® experience of Kundalini, I certainly did not recognize what was happening. I did not know the clearings on my left side were due to Kundalini. She was clearing karma seeds from areas of my spine associated with my left side. Plus, I did not know that was a sign of Gurudevi’s Grace flowing in me.

Over the years, I’ve learned more about Kundalini in various ways. While at Lokananda, I purchased a hand-carved wooden murti (statue) of Kundalini that now sits on my altar. I developed a practice of honoring her daily.

I learned that the dormant Kundalini is active at every level of my being: my eyes, ears, head/brain, heart, digestion, and more. She operates in the activities of my daily life. Once awakened, I can feel how she transforms mundane life activities into mystical ones.

Experiencing Kundalini’s inner movement requires strength and proper nourishment. When I enroll in Online Shaktipat retreats, I look forward to receiving handouts of recipes for delicious, nutritious vegetarian dishes. We get to eat the food that Gurudevi eats.

After a Shaktipat Retreat, I do the homework given to us. For two weeks, I chant the Kundalini Stava.h. And my daily meditation is for Kundalini to continue to do her work.

At first, I thought Shaktipat was only about Kundalini, Gurudevi as a Kundalini Master, and the burning away of karmic blockages stored in my spine. Next, I began to understand how these entities are intertwined.

Finally, I understand the part I play in being open to the most powerful, fullest movement of Kundalini burning karmic blockages. I am opened to the flow of Gurudevi’s Grace. Bring it on!

Why a Guru? To set you free. The Guru doesn’t make you Divine. The Guru shows you that you are already Divine. The Guru doesn’t make you great, but shows you that you are already blazing with Divine Light. Baba said it this way, “Just as the wind disperses the clouds, but does not create another blazing sun, so the Grace of a Siddha simply removes the veil of ignorance so that you realize you are already perfect.” If this is what you want, you need a Guru.

 — Gurudevi Nirmalananda

From Gurudevi’s full discourse “Guru? Ashram? What? Why?“

I call it embodied Consciousness, that you know your own Divine Essence while you participate in the world. This approach to spiritual development is not a process of transcendence. You don’t rise above the world. You live in it, but in a new way. You don’t…

— Gurudevi Nirmalananda

From Gurudevi’s full discourse “Your Cosmic Birthright“

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

“I lost my Shavasana,” a yogini complained to me. I was opening a weekend workshop, but she came to talk before I got started. “My teacher told me to explain that’s why I’ve come — so you can give me my Shavasana back.”

I responded, “You’re probably still going deep, but not unconscious. You’re being conscious in Consciousness.” I promised to check on her in our first yoga class, which I was starting in minutes. After an hour of spinal release poses, I led the Guided Awareness in Shavasana, also called Yoga Nidra. She was settled deeply within.

She came to me after class, “You’re right. I was deep, and I knew I was deep while I was deep.” This inner experience has a name in Sanskrit — samadhi. It is a deep immersion into the Consciousness that you are. In the beginning, you may go unconscious at this depth, but you expand into it as you return to it again and again.

Samadhi is the end-goal of the practices listed in the Yoga Sutras.

Yama-niyama-asana-pranayama-pratyahara-dhara.na-dhyana-samadhayo’shtavangani. — Yoga Sutras 2.29

Impulse-control, choice-full action, posture, breathing practices, turning inward, contemplation, meditative flow and meditative absorption are the eight aspects.

This sutra acknowledges that you master things in stages. This is true of worldly skills as well as your inward exploration of your own Beingness. Yama and niyama free you from mental churning. Posture is not only health-giving, it uplifts your attitude. Breathing practices enliven your body while clearing your mind, like a good breeze clears the skies.

Beyond these preparatory practices, the real yoga begins when you turn your attention inward. When you begin with meditation, turning your attention inward is challenging because you haven’t cleared your mind first. It tends to regurgitate your life for you. You’re trying to look inward but all you get is an internalized version of the external world.

Tantra makes it easy. In Svaroopa^® Vidya meditation, we repeat mantra aloud, then you get it going internally and… bloop! You’re immersed within. You skipped through Patanjali’s three stages: contemplation (dharana) and meditative flow (dhyana), to land in meditative absorption (samadhi).

You are settled into your own Divine Essence. Ease of being, expansiveness, peace and bliss are qualities you bring with you when your awareness extends outward again. You took the shortcut to Self. It’s called…

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

You may wonder why Baba gets two birthdays every year as well as two death anniversaries. I honor him according to both the lunar calendar, in accordance with the customs of India, as well as the solar calendar, which is more familiar to me.

The bottom line is that he was too great for one day to commemorate properly. In the many interviews he gave while on tour in America, he said he came to start a meditation revolution. And he did what he said he would do.

Yet he always passed the honors back to his own Guru. The first time I went to Nityananda’s temple in Ganeshpuri, there were two black scorch marks on the cement in front. They came from Muktananda Baba’s offering to Nityananda. Before Baba left on his third world tour, he went and burned a pile of camphor pellets in each spot at 3:00 am every morning for a month. In the privacy of the early morning hours, there was no one to intrude on his personal puja to his Guru.

The scorch marks took a decade to fade. I often sat next to them, in awe of what Baba had been preparing himself to do. While most Shaktipat Gurus give initiation to only a few people, maybe even 100, Baba gave this mystical gift to thousands and thousands. His ability to transmit Divine energy was beyond compare, not to mention how he burned up the worldly density from so many.

The blessings of the Guru are wondrous and extraordinary.

— Swami Muktananda, Secret of the Siddhas page 67

When Baba returned to Ganeshpuri after three years in America, he went to Nityananda’s temple. This time it was the middle of the morning, when the doors were open so he could bow. But a mere bow was not enough.

Baba laid out in a full pranam, belly down on the ground, with his arms outstretched toward Nityananda. Then Baba rolled sideways onto his back, then the other way. He said that he was covering himself with the dust of his Guru’s feet.

A few days later, I went with him along with 150 others. We chanted Shree Guru Gita for Nityananda. I sat where I could see them both, but I really only had eyes for Baba. His presence and his devotion to his Guru filled into cracks and crevices of my heart that I hadn’t known I had.

Sometimes a person comes to me and says, “I met him.” Our eyes meet and we nod. There are no words that do justice to that meeting. Beyond words, beyond understanding, I continue to uncover more and more of what he gave me.

While he is gone, he is still here. A yogi merges into God while still alive, so they don’t leave when they are done with their body. He told us this again and again, to prepare us for his departure. Except he is still here. I revel in his presence with every breath. Jai Muktananda!