By Elena Perri
Interviewed by Margie (Maitreyi) Wilsman
After my first Shaktipat Retreat with Gurudevi, awareness openings followed, in my body, mind and being. They continue to this day.
Gurudevi awakened my Kundalini. I experienced an upward flow of energy from the base of my spine through my body. It rendered a joyful bliss I had never experienced before. As we chanted the mantra, the bliss gradually expanded into a silky, warm sensation. It moved into the base of my skull and filled my head. It was what I can only call an ineffable experience. I felt all-encompassing universal love envelope me. It was a quiet knowing of being safely held. It was as though the arms of the most loving, nurturing mother held me.
Returning home, I continued meditating. I gradually shifted in unexpected ways. After the Shaktipat, I found myself effortlessly disengaging from political and social dramas. Similarly, the judgments I had always struggled to overcome transformed as well. I spontaneously began to see people more compassionately rather than critically. Rather than harsh judgments, I felt compassion for their state of being.
Quietly, I acknowledged my own struggles with less than favorable behaviors. I found it easier to forgive rather than to begrudge. I think of these shifts as the Divine Grace that Shaktipat ushered into my awareness. I am forever grateful and humbled.
Spiritual evolution has always been the compass for my journey. My life’s yearnings have been to achieve these transformations and to experience such Grace. Getting over myself has taken a lot of time. Finally, I can open my heart with humility. I have found my way to Gurudevi’s vast offering of blessings and wisdom.
But the time it took and missteps along the way mean nothing to me now. All that matters is the mystical and seismic transformation of my being through the awakening of Kundalini. Kundalini fills my heart and thus fills my being. Shaktipat is the mystical key that unlocked the gateway into the knowing of True Self. Thank you, Gurudevi.