You are so much more than you think you are. It is all summarized in this one sutra:
Your own Self is Consciousness-Itself.
Chaitanyam atma. — Shiva Sutras 1.1
This is the first sutra, in the first chapter of the first text of Kashmiri Shaivism, our yogic tradition. The first sutra is the most important one.
— Gurudevi Nirmalananda
From Gurudevi’s full discourse “Your Divine Essence“
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Chaitanyam Atma my favourite and first sutra. I loved learning the first 5 sutras on a recent retreat with Gurudevi. We repeat them every Friday morning before a group of us Aussies recite the Guru Gita. We all love it and sing with it with great enthusiasm.
How wonderful that you are continuing to sing the sutras with love and great enthusiasm. Thank you for letting us know!