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About Swami Nirmalananda

Swami Nirmalananda is a teacher of the highest integrity since 1976. In 2009 she was honored with initiation into the ancient order of Saraswati monks. Now wearing the traditional orange, she has openly dedicated her life to serving others. Usually called Gurudevi, she makes the highest teachings easily accessible, guiding seekers to the knowledge and experience of their own Divine Essence.

Embodied Consciousness

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

The goal of spirituality is not merely “Consciousness,” but “Embodied Consciousness.”  What does that mean?

It means you attain the ultimate state WHILE you live in a body, not after you leave it. Many spiritual traditions honor only those who have left their bodies.   In the West, no one can be called a saint until they’ve been dead for 50 years or more.

Some traditions focus on getting enlightened on the way out.  Tibetan Buddhism is well-known for its “Book of the Dead,” which is an instruction manual for your departure. Krishna-Consciousness has the goal to merge after you finish your life on earth.

The Kashmiri Shaivite tantric tradition says you can be enlightened and enlivened at the same time.  The goal is embodied Consciousness.

Tantra means loom, referring to the interweaving of the warp and woof threads, the Divine Reality and the mundane realities. The goal is to know your inherent Divinity while you are alive, and to see that same Reality in all others, all of the time.

Is this even attainable? You might wonder at the possibility for yourself.  Tantra says yes and that you need help from an enlightened Master to get there yourself.

Gururupaaya.h. — Shiva Sutras 2.6

The Guru is both the means and the goal.  

If enlightened living is possible, surely someone must have made it.  Many different someone’s, throughout the ages, not merely one who lived 2,000 years ago.  Were there others?  Are there others?

Yes.  Emphatically yes!  I have been blessed by meeting over 20 enlightened beings, from my own tradition as well as others. While they are all individual and unique, there is something consistent between them – their inner state is expanded beyond the norm.  And it is visible to others.

This is great in two ways:  1) that there are many enlightened beings living now, and 2) that you can see they are different.  They embody the goal.  Remember, the goal is embodied Consciousness.

You might decide, as I did, to get out there and meet as many as you can. Yet each one of them will tell you, “Pick one of us and focus.  Do the practices that we share, for we know that they work.  Cultivate your ability to be in relationship by developing your relationship with me.  It will overflow into your life and all your relationships.”

I was fortunate that I already had a decade with my own Guru before I went to meet others. I didn’t get confused by their different approaches.  Why do they bring so many different approaches to spirituality?  Because there are so many different kinds of people.

I was able to see their Divine light and to honor them without being pulled off my path. My roots grew deeply into Consciousness with my Baba, for which I am ever grateful.

It was easy, for Baba was “rupa” — the form, the embodiment of Consciousness-Itself.  And he was the consummate “Guru” — teacher, guide and protector.  He sheltered and nurtured me for all the years I needed it, then sent me with his blessings when it was time for me to fly.

Yes, the Guru is the goal. Baba emanated Divine Consciousness. Sitting in his presence was like sunbathing, something I know from my California adolescence.  I got warmed all the way into my bones, into my soul and deeper.  I melted into the Divine Essence that I already was.  Baba showed me it was possible.  And he showed me the way.

Yes, the Guru is the means to the goal.  The Guru dispenses Divine Energy, the energy of upliftment, which is most concentrated when giving Shaktipat.  The Guru dispenses teachings, the flashlight you use to find your way through the inner darkness.  

The Guru lives in the constant flow of inner illumination and shares it abundantly.  You need all of this in order to attain the highest – which is the knowing of the One Divine Reality that you already are.  Thus you become embodied Consciousness.

Yoga and Nutrition

Consistent mealtimes. Delicious food in measured quantities.  Your burp means you ate enough.  

Vegetarian food, but of the highest quality, including being protein rich – which is why yogis in India include dairy in their diet.

I have been healthier since I began eating this way than I ever had been. Raised as an omnivore, when I ate meat, I was consistently anemic.  

It disappeared when I became vegetarian.  I attribute it to a more efficient digestion process.  Meat is incredibly hard on the human digestive system.  Better yet, I can tell that my innards work more efficiently – smooth and easy.  It’s wonderful!

When I was a child, my mom fed us meatless meals one or two days weekly, just like she ate when growing up on the farm.  They couldn’t afford to kill off all their farm animals.  They needed them for producing eggs and milk, as well as pulling the plow, etc.  Tractors came along later.  I remember riding on my uncle’s brand-new tractor when I was 10 years old.  It was very exciting.

Good news!  The FDA and American Heart Association approve of vegetarian eating.  But that’s not why yogis do it.  Yoga’s first ethical principle is ahimsa, non-harming.  It is clearly harmful to the animal to eat it.  George Bernard Shaw was more graphic about it, saying:

I choose not to make a graveyard of my body with the rotting corpses of dead animals…

A man of my spiritual intensity does not eat corpses.

Yes, spiritual intensity goes along with vegetarianism.  Spiritual depth is the purpose of yoga, as described by the ancient sages who created it.  You may have to get beyond the hard breathing and sweat before you discover the inner spaciousness that is found only in stillness.  This is yoga’s specialty.

In the beginning of my vegetarian process, I thought tofu was a little scary.  I knew about beans from my mom’s cooking and from Mexican food, one of my lifelong favorites.  Then I discovered Indian food, later Egyptian and Ethiopian cooking.  All of these feature bean-and-grain combos, the cornerstone of vegetarian nutrition.

Wheat is a big boon to humankind!  I recognize that a current food fad is gluten-free, but I’m hoping it will pass soon.  Every person I’ve met who is proudly gluten-free is also unfortunately protein deficient. 

Wheat is a high protein grain, readily available in many forms.  It was the cultivation of wheat that made civilization possible.  When the early humans found they could grow their protein instead of following the herds on their seasonal migrations, they were able to settle into villages.  Later came cities.

I had a profound and ecstatic meditation experience where I found the whole universe within my own being. I realized I could never eat meat again, as it would be like eating my own body.  Yes, spiritual intensity.  Blissful, life-changing spiritual intensity, for which I am ever grateful.

I had to learn how to cook all over again.  I went to school back in the day where we had “Home Ec” classes.  We were taught about nutrition as well as cost-conscious meal preparation.  I knew how to make the cheapest cuts of meat both tender and tasty, though now I confess that the idea turns my stomach.

I am still responsible for feeding groups of people every day.  In addition to the Ashram residents, we often host yogis on retreat.  Making sure they have delicious food is not enough. It must also be nutritious, so they can do the deep practices we enjoy.  We get 20 grams of protein in every meal, working with variations on four themes:

  1. Beans and Grains together (including wheat)
  2. Nuts
  3. Tofu (a cheese made from soybeans, another bean)
  4. Dairy (including cheese)

It is easy to create a variety of palate pleasing meals, especially with the many online recipes now available.  We also include all six tastes in every meal, as described by Ayurveda, the medical system aligned with yoga.  The combination of the six tastes along with sufficient protein does away with all cravings.

It also makes it easy to give your belly a rest between meals.  Yoga recommends 4-6 hours between meals, so your digestive organs can process your food and then rest before their next task.  A heathy belly is the key to overall health, according to Ayurveda.  Beyond that, it makes you happy.

Consistent meals, this is where I started above.  It was when I moved into my Guru’s Ashram that I began eating at the same time every day.  I was amazed at how anxiety fell away, both from my mind as well as my body.  Food anxiety is a real problem for many people, even if they have the money to feed themselves.

Creating a food discipline is a beautiful yogic discipline.  It supports early-to-bed, early-to-rise, as recommended by Ben Franklin, another famous Westerner.  Yogis love the pre-dawn hours, where meditation is so easily accessible.  The sweet quiet time, on the cusp of sunrise, and the ecstatic energy of the rising sun are the best way to start your day.

When you’ve begun your yoga at 3 or 4 in the morning, maybe as late as 5 am, you’re ready for a real meal soon after.  The rest of your meals follow the sun – midday and sunset, or maybe dinner will be a little later in the winter hours or regions near the earth’s poles.

Food!  What a glorious punctuation point in the day!  However, choosing food that supports your spiritual upliftment may require some retraining.  Even your taste buds change.  You start to like things you never imagined.  It was quite a shock to my mind to discover that my body likes cilantro.  I now sprinkle it on lavishly.

Nutrition can be quite complicated.  Well, the science of it is fairly simple, whether you’re looking at modern medicine or the ancient medical system of Ayurveda.  But we get it all mixed up with family and worse – with need, greed and fear. Fortunately, yoga frees you from these limiting emotions, thus contributing to yogic nutrition and even a yogic family life.  Can you imagine?

Resources:

  • Search online for “Converting to Vegetarianism” or invest in one of the many books on this important topic.
  • The six tastes of Ayurveda are detailed in many online sites, easy to find and to implement in your food choices.
  • Swami Nirmalananda teaches a “Yogic Nutrition” course, which covers these many topics in detail.  It also features in-kitchen cooking lessons in each class.  Check our Program Calendar for dates. Or email us at programs@svaroopayoga.org

Just Do It!

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda 

This is not only good advice, it’s a famous advertising slogan — Just Do It. It captured the zeitgeist of the time, a great sense of possibilities. It’s a perfect slogan for a tantric yogi, one who brings their spirituality into the world.

The Bhagavadgita defined this yogic approach to the world. Krishna says you must contribute to the world’s process. Give it your best. Make a difference.

Buddhi-yukto jahaatiiha ubhe suk.rita-du.sk.rite,

tasmaad yogaaya yujyasva yoga.h karmasu kau”salam.

— Bhagavadgita 2.50

Established in clarity, shed selfish motivations that create

pleasurable and painful karmas.

Devote yourself to yoga. Skillful action is yoga.

Yogis of yore withdrew from mainstream society to live in nearby forests. Similarly, in Egypt the desert hermits lived in remote caves. Hearing of these spiritual extremists, you might think that you should leave the world, to try to get enlightened by yourself. However, those living in the Indian forests and Egyptian deserts were not solo seekers. They lived together in small groups under the guidance of experienced teachers. They were not into DIY spirituality. 

Krishna’s teaching was a radical revamp of the tradition. He said, “Get out there and make a difference in the world.” Why such a change? It was because the world had changed. He lived on the cusp of Kali Yuga, our modern age, predicted to be a time of increasing darkness. Krishna said the world needs the yogis. You must bring your light into the world. Get up and get going. Just do it.

His teaching was revolutionary in another way. While you choose to act in the world, doing your absolute best, a yogi’s motivation is different than that of worldly-minded people. You’re not doing things so you can get a karmic payoff. While people will work hard to get a promotion, their improved status and salary are karmic payoff for their efforts. Doing something nice for others, so they appreciate you, means you’re looking for the karmic payoff. Krishna says, “See what needs to be done and do it. No payoff needed.”

Proactive. Professional. Proficient. And not looking for the results to make you feel good about yourself. Instead you analyze the results of your efforts as a way to…

Inclined Towards Enlightenment

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda 

Then your mind is inclined

towards discernment and

 is heading toward liberation.

Tadaa viveka-nimna.m kaivalya-

praagbhaara.m cittam.   

— Yoga Sutras 4.26

This sutra is near the end of his text, meaning you’ve done the deep spiritual work he describes.  Then, having trained your mind for a while, it becomes inclined towards two things:  discernment and liberation.  Discernment means you easily distinguish between what uplifts you compared to what tears you down, and that you make intelligent choices. Liberation means you become free from the cycle of reincarnation, thus this is your last lifetime.

There’s a hitch.  First you have to train your mind for a while.  How long?  Well, just like training your dog to sit, it depends on how much time you put into it every day.  If you make a stab at it once a week for 10 minutes, it will take much longer than if you spend an hour on it daily.  You choose, basing your choice on what’s important to you.  If you want to get enlightened, you like to put time and energy into it, just like with anything else for which you might aspire.

A research study proves that Patanjali’s promise is valid.  When you put some time and energy into upliftment, you get uplifted.  

Burton & King1 asked participants to write about IPEs (intensely positive experiences) for 20 minutes daily for three days.  The members of their control group wrote about different topics.

They were all evaluated for mood and health at the beginning and three months later.  Those who wrote about IPEs for 3 days had enhanced positive mood scores compared to the control group. They also had significantly fewer medical visits for illness in the three months.

Do you want to improve your mood and be healthier?  Write about the happiest moments of your life for three days, 20 minutes a day.  Amazingly easy!  And the effects will last at least three months.  If you want them to last longer, you may have to continue your writing assignment or redo it.

Do you want to get enlightened?  It will take more than three days.  But it’s worth it because enlightenment is so much greater than mere mood management. Enlightenment is about shining with the light of your own Beingness all the time.

This light is already there within you, but covered over by things that weigh you down and tear you up.  Yoga’s meditative practices lighten your load and reweave the fragmented parts of your being back into wholeness.

In ancient India, yoga was not an athletic endeavor.  In the 1900s, one yoga teacher mixed British calisthenics into his classes.  He became famous, starting a trend that continues today, with athletic yoga, aerobic yoga and even gymnastic and aerial yoga.  But for thousands of years prior to that, yoga was always a meditative process. 

I call it “slow yoga.” That’s what we do – slow you down so you can go through three reliable stages:

1, Healing – both body and mind need some TLC.  Slow yoga gives you the recovery time and deep reconditioning you need.

2. Transformation – the upliftment of your mind brings your emotions along.  It starts with inner peace, gradually expanding into happiness, generosity and bliss.

3. Illumination – enlightenment is within your reach as your mind becomes naturally inclined toward discernment and liberation, just as the sage describes.  He calls it “svaroopa,” which names your own Divine Essence.  That’s why our yoga is named Svaroopa® yoga.

However, you don’t actually “reach” for enlightenment.  You settle into it.  That’s because Divine Light, as in the word en-lighten-ment, is already within.  You are an incarnation of Divine Light. You merely need to look within in order to find it.  That’s called meditation. 

  1. https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0092656603000588?via%3Dihub ↩︎

Pleasure, Happiness & Bliss

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

At the end of a busy day, you look for something pleasurable to do. You may even have sought out pleasure during your day. Your choice of foods and drinks, maybe going for a walk or taking a nap, filling your ears with music or your eyes with beauty – pleasure seeking is a dominant theme in most people’s lives. Why?

To find out why, simply refrain from pleasure when you feel the need. Notice how you feel without a sensory indulgence, including any discomfort in your body as well as your emotional state. You may also find that your mind is crazy-busy. No wonder you want something to distract you!

Pleasure is a pathway to happiness. When you do something pleasurable, you get happy for a short while. When the happiness ends, you need another indulgence to trigger a few more moments of happiness. Like a frog, you hop from one thing to another, seeking brief moments of happiness. Bliss is better.  It lasts longer than happiness.

Mystical bliss is hidden in every pleasure… (read more)

Leaps & Bounds

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

Breakthroughs are not dependent on receiving Shaktipat.  Grace is not so limited.  Grace is part of life, always available. 

You’ve been lifted out of your small-s self so many times by Divine Grace.  Shaktipat is the form of Grace that awakens your inner meditative energy, so the upliftment keeps coming, again and again, every time you meditate.  It arises within.

While Svaroopa® yoga specializes in Shaktipat, you were uplifted and sheltered by Grace before yoga.  Your life has had many moments of Grace.  Like a child sitting on daddy’s shoulders, Grace shows you what you could not see.  Yet you still have to come down to earth and go through the process of growing into your own future. 

It’s easier to navigate to your future when you’ve seen where you’re going, and even easier when you have a GPS.  Yoga’s teachings provide both:  the description of your goal as well as how you get there.  They describe levels and stages that can help you understand where you’re at, and give you practices that help you make the next leap forward. 

That’s what I’m presenting in this Telecourse – the levels and stages of your upliftment.  It tends to happen in leaps and bounds.

Sutra on Pain Avoidance

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

Pain is part of life.  This is why most of your energy goes into pain avoidance or pleasure seeking.  Fortunately, yoga excels at both!   

The physical practices of yoga are incredibly pleasurable, though you may go through a learning curve before you discover this. 

Especially when you are in-person classes, your teacher can adapt the pose to your body’s readiness as well as give you a prop or adjustment that melts through your accumulated tensions.  Svaroopa® yoga excels at this.  Regular practice of yogic breathing and the poses protects you from future pain in a magical way. 

Yoga’s meditative practices focus on getting you past your mental and emotional pains.  Using the enlivened mantra of this tradition cuts through your inner turbulence and carries you deeply within.  You find your deeper essence, what yoga calls “your own Self.”  Once you’ve experienced the inner infinity of your own Self, you have a different perspective on life and its events.  It’s easy to agree with the book title, that it’s all small stuff. 

That’s the gist of this sutra, a concise teaching with a great promise: 

Future pain can and should be avoided. 

Heyam duhkham anaagatam. 

— Yoga Sutras 2.16 

My elders expected to be in pain as they aged.  When I tried to give them a few yogic tricks that would diminish or relieve their pain, they said, “No thanks, honey.  I’m old.  I’m supposed to hurt.”  The sage Patanjali disagrees.  He not only promises that you can avoid pain, but that you should.  Good news! 

How do you avoid pain?  While yoga poses and breathing practices help you with your body, meditation is the key.  This is Patanjali’s focus, getting you past your mind so you experience the greater reality within.  All the yogic sages throughout time have focused on meditation as well as how to bring your own Self with you into life. 

Instead, our sense of self gets locked into worldly definitions. When I was in my twenties, my parents said it was time for me to get my boxes out of their garage.  I had completely forgotten about those old possessions, childhood treasures. One box was full of stuffed animals.  As I unpacked them, I was shocked to see how meaningless they were.  Yet they had meant everything to me when I was 12.  What happened?  I outgrew them. 

So many things have come and gone in your life.  You’ve already learned how to move on.  Patanjali says you can use this ability now, right in the midst of whatever you are currently going through.  Recognize that the ticking clock is moving on.  It’s time to outgrow your old needs and dependencies.  It’s time to grow into a new you. 

It’s meditation that makes this easy because you experience the greatness of your own essence.  When you tune into your own Self, the profound depth of pure Beingness supports you from the inside.  Now, whatever is happening on the outside, you take it in stride. 

You are more than these events seem to make of you.  You are more than others understand you to be.  You are so much more. 

A Juicy Life

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

Juice squirts out of the ripe peach I cut into, dripping down my chin as I bite into a chunk.  Yum!  It’s called rasa — the juice, the nectar or blissful essence.  Similarly, every chef will tell you that it’s the sauce that makes the dish.  In the same way, you want your life to be juicy, vibrant and meaningful.  Yogis get their rasa from the inside.

Meditation is the direct path to the rasa of Self-Knowingness. By delving into your own inner dimensionality, you tap into the source of life, the power of love, the delight of creativity and the peace of timelessness.  These fill you from within.

Yoga poses and breathing practices make this inner exploration easier. Svaroopa® Yoga poses target your spinal tensions, dissolving them to open up interior space in your body.  You breathe easier.  You get taller as you get happier.  You move freely as your joints glide due to the synovial fluid lubricating them more effectively.  It’s called rasa.

Your laugh is deeper and more frequent.  Your eyes shine with light, especially after meditating.  Your heart overflows and you act on your compassionate impulses.  Your synapses fire, making connections that give you…

Yoga for Upper Back Pain

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

You’re hiding your heart.  When your upper back rounds over, it crunches your neck and can cause a lot of pain.  It’s all because you’re hiding your heart – not only from others, but also from yourself.  When what you really want is for your heart to be open.  Open and safe, that is.

If you are currently living in circumstances that require you to hide your heart, I support you in necessary self-protection.  But if those circumstances were in the past, it’s time to begin unraveling the spinal tensions that you installed when needed.  Are they needed now?

While yoga poses and breathing practices do help, it is the deeper inner experience that makes the biggest difference.  When you use poses and yogic breathing as the ancient system recommends, they dissolve deep physical tensions as well as mental-emotional reactivity.  As these dissolve, your deeper essence is revealed, called svaroopa in Sanskrit, meaning your own capital-S Self.

Svaroopa is your own Divine Essence, the source of all healing, creativity, love and joy.  As you settle inward, the past dissolves and you become aware of being aware. Your own Self knows your own Self.  In this inner Knowingness, your body begins a cosmic reset, dissolving the old patterns that don’t serve you anymore.

Now your heart is full, filled from the inner source. From that fullness, you have a new level of clarity about your life and your own being.  From that inner fullness, you have something worth sharing.  Now you’re ready for your heart to show, for all you really ever wanted to do was to share from your essence.  Yoga empowers you to live this way.

Yoga of the Heart with Gurudevi 

Online Beginning September 14

Gurudevi Nirmalananda walks you through the inner exploration of your own heart to its core.  This experience, plus the wisdom of the sages, empowers your ability to bring it into your life and relationships in the way you always wanted.

This online course gives you both the experience of your heart and the understanding of your experience.  Together, they mature into profound wisdom, in which you can base your life.

Gurudevi’s teachings are like seeds that go deep.  The roots grow, the buds come on, and then the flowers bloom.. — Loretta F.