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Yes, You Meditated

One easy way to tell if your meditation was truly meditation – regardless of what happened during your meditation, when you open your eyes do you feel different? 

Washed clean, rested, refreshed. Settled – meaning centered, free from anxiety, serene. 

Perhaps your breath is…  

—  Gurudevi Nirmalananda

From Gurudevi’s full discourse “Inner Experiences”

Inner Experiences

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

How do you know you’re really meditating? The different inner experiences you may have can be confusing.

If your mind becomes still, you might wonder if maybe something should be happening. And if something happens, like inner lights or visions, you may think you’re imagining it or making it up.

If you delve deeper than your mind, a meditative immersion into the deeper dimensions within, you might think you fell asleep. But if your mind is busy, you might conclude you’re not meditating.

If you get insights into the nature of Consciousness or inner answers to life situations, you might conclude that you were thinking the whole time. But if you don’t get any inner insights, and all you did was repeat mantra the whole time, was it merely a waste of time?

So many questions!

There is one answer to all these questions. One easy way to tell if your meditation was truly meditation, regardless of what happened during your meditation – when you open your eyes, do you feel different?

Washed clean, rested, refreshed? Settled, meaning centered, free from anxiety, serene. Your breath is more open. Your peripheral vision may have expanded. You may feel you had stepped out of time, into the timelessness of your own Beingness. Yes, you meditated.

How long does it take to get there?

A minute. Less, actually. For your own Self is right here, right now, in you, being you. Closer than your breath. More intimate than your mind. Present within your own presence, Consciousness being you…

Intuition and Insight

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

You must develop your intuition, but for different reasons than you suppose. Intuition is the inner knowing by which you know your own Self. It’s called in-sight. However, using intuition for external things sabotages your spiritual progress.

The siddhis (subtle powers) are inner obstacles in the way of samadhi, though considered to be attainments by those with outward-turned minds.

Te samadhav-upasarga vyutthane siddhayah. — Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras 3.38

Siddhis are subtle powers, meaning they are the subtle level of your sensory abilities. When you see a tiger in a dream, you are having a visual experience while your eyes are closed. This happens through your inner power of seeing. Maybe you don’t really see the tiger or other phenomena, but you have a sense of its presence. Similarly, you may say, “I see” when you mean you understand.

When you intuit something, it means you know it without having an external source for your knowledge. You just know. This knowing is the goal of spiritual practice, that you know your own Self without thinking, without theorizing, without belief or faith, without praying or repeating mantra. You just know.

This is the original meaning of the word “intuit.” It comes from English in the 1400s, meaning spiritual insight or immediate spiritual communication. The Latin root, intuitio, means the act of contemplating. All this is very yogic. It’s about insight, the ability to see inward.

There is another type of intuition. This is when you “just know” about external things, like what’s going to happen next, or who is thinking of you, or the closest parking space, or which road to take to avoid traffic. It’s called your “sixth sense.” Don’t do it. Just don’t.

When you apply your subtle knowing to mundane things, you don’t get any deeper spiritually. You won’t get enlightened. And you’ll create terrible karma for yourself. It is a double whammy…

Yoga Can Free You

That’s because yoga meets you where you’re at.  And if you’re having any trouble with it, if you’re experiencing pain, it’s because yoga is excavating, digging up your own patterns to clear them away and free you from them.  In a pose, Svaroopa® Yoga may get into some gnarly stuff. But it’s merely finding what was there and would be causing…

— Gurudevi Nirmalananda

From Gurudevi’s full discourse “Sensory Pleasures“

Svadhyaya: Chanting of Yoga’s Sacred Texts

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

The first time you chant Shree Guru Gita can be a powerful experience, whether it’s due to the beauty and power of the chant or because your tongue can’t quite wrap itself around the Sanskrit syllables.

You have options about how to participate:

Close your eyes and listen, coasting on the Shakti (energy).


Open your eyes and follow along with the Sanskrit.

Read the English silently while the group is chanting the Sanskrit.

Mouth the Sanskrit words silently, or even breathe into them.

Chant quietly, even if your chanting isn’t perfect.

Open your mouth and sing along, even perhaps using a finger to track each word!

Beyond your experience of the chant itself, notice what the chant does for you. Your “Marker Pose” is your state before and after the chant: what is the condition of your body, breath, mind, and heart?

How do you feel within yourself — at what depth are you sitting within? By assessing these changes, you can determine the value of this practice for yourself.

Excerpt from Yoga’s Sacred Songs, page 149

The Sound of Consciousness

By Marlene (Matrikaa) Gast, Yogaratna

Experience this transcendent recording of “OM Guru OM Guru OM Gurudev,” where Gurudevi plays the beautifully yearning melody on the harmonium while chanting the call.  The Vowed Order Choir chants the response. 

This choir came into being during the July Vows Retreat at Lokananda.  We three dozen attendees chanted “OM Guru OM Guru OM Gurudev” with Gurudevi daily for the first three days. After lunch on the fourth day, we entered Kailasa (the meditation hall) to behold serious looking microphones and other sound equipment.  

A professional recording engineer was setting it up.  Gurudevi guided the choral seating arrangements.  That the previous days of chanting had been rehearsals was a surprise as was our designation as a choir!

Recalling the “pop-up” recording session, Deborah (Antaraj~na) Mandel says, “At first, I was wondering how we could hold it together for 25 minutes. Then it was just happening, it was beyond our control.  A visceral, tangible wall of sound unfolded.  Responding to Gurudevi’s call, we were One in singing back to her.”  

Pat (Sumati) Morrison says, “This sound was all encompassing.  I could feel its vibration in my body.  The experience of it was intimate and communal at the same time.”

The chant celebrates Guru Purnima, the holy day of the July full moon, which honors the Divine Teacher.  The devoted depth, strength and clarity of Gurudevi’s voice honors her Guru, Baba Muktananda, invoking his Grace and blessings.  The choir’s devotional response invokes the same Grace and blessings from our Gurudevi.  

The feeling of an unbroken circle of devotion rolling through time into timelessness is ecstatic.  The chant culminates in the traditional quickened pace followed by slowing and softening to conclusion.  The result is the experience of pure fulfillment.

Whether you listen to it or chant along with it, you can experience the same uplifting wholeness.

What Is Your Purpose?

When you live with purpose, you live like your life really matters.  

Delve deep into yoga’s timeless teachings in this three-class sutra course with Gurudevi.  She leads you through a process of self-discovery.  

You find your inner compass that always points you to where you want to go. You get the inner answers to your questions about your life’s purpose.

While your worldly processes are enhanced, you move toward enlightenment. This combination is the hallmark of tantric mysticism.

Settle Within

This is how you use your senses. You get them running around outside — looking this way, looking that way, listening to the sounds, aware of smells as well as the temperature of the air around you. It’s like your senses are roaming out there looking for something that…

— Gurudevi Nirmalananda

From Gurudevi’s full discourse “Your Ten Senses“

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Being Here Now

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

Don’t beat people up with your spirituality!

If you were truly a sannyasi (spiritual adept), you would watch the football game with them, serving them by sharing the time with them.

The feeling that you don’t want to be there means you haven’t yet renounced your desire to separate yourself from others, nor your desire to choose your own pleasurable activities. Sannyasa is when you know, “If no one was home, I would meditate, but they are home, so I am going to sit with them.” Sannyasa is renunciation, not rejection and not abandonment.

The good news is that you don’t have to be a sannyasi in order to become Self-Realized! Neither do you have to be initiated as a sannyasi, nor do you have to wait until you age into it. Gurudevi says, “My Baba often taught about the householder-saints in yoga. You can become Self-Realized today in the life you are already living. You have my permission and my blessing.

How do you weave your spirituality into the stage of life you currently inhabit? You begin with accepting the stage you are in. The bottom line is, “Be Here Now.”

You can focus on “Be,” which is the ultimate mystical Knowingness of who you are. Or you can focus on “Now,” a popular way of pointing you inward toward your own spiritual essence. But you also have to focus on “here.” You are in the stage of life that you are in. Enjoy it.

Live a spiritual life and progressively deepen your spiritual practices. This is a beautiful life.

Excerpt from A Yogic Lifestyle, pages 243‒244