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Filled with Grace

By Lloyd (Dharma) Apirian

Interviewed by Lissa (Yogyananda) Fountain

By attending Swami Sundays with Gurudevi, I’d already made profound inner shifts.  Yet I was looking for something even deeper.  Feeling a little down and flat, I wanted renewal: a deeper knowing of my own Self.  

An immersion with my Guru guarantees this!  I also know Shaktipat is a powerful way to boost my personal growth and transformation.  So I signed up for my first online Shaktipat Retreat.  

Doing a Shaktipat Retreat weekend at home has its advantages.  I was in my yoga room and everything was so familiar.  Yet I went just as deep in meditation as when I am in Gurudevi’s presence.  After Gurudevi gave Shaktipat-diksha, the spiritual energy climbed my spine more than ever.  It was freeing, opening and releasing.  I was surrendering to the Self. 

During a longer meditation, I experienced an auditory kriya.  I heard OM Namah Shivaya singing in my left ear!  In a short time, the sinus congestion I’d been feeling cleared away.  This was all Grace, pure Grace.  The Shakti moving through the Guru transcends limitations of space, time and energy.

To keep the Grace flowing, it’s recommended you increase your meditation time and be consistent.  After the retreat, I did notice the effects were fading.  I hadn’t been doing enough meditation.  Before my next Shaktipat, I’m signing up for Meditation Club!  To support carrying these effects into my life, I need the structure.

The Shaktipat experiences that Gurudevi describes with her Guru, Baba Muktananda, inspire me.  They once seemed unattainable and remote.  Now I know they are possible for me.  Shaktipat is a life changing opportunity to experience the Truth of my own Beingness.  I am forever grateful.

Pleasure, Happiness & Bliss

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

At the end of a busy day, you look for something pleasurable to do. You may even have sought out pleasure during your day. Your choice of foods and drinks, maybe going for a walk or taking a nap, filling your ears with music or your eyes with beauty – pleasure seeking is a dominant theme in most people’s lives. Why?

To find out why, simply refrain from pleasure when you feel the need. Notice how you feel without a sensory indulgence, including any discomfort in your body as well as your emotional state. You may also find that your mind is crazy-busy. No wonder you want something to distract you!

Pleasure is a pathway to happiness. When you do something pleasurable, you get happy for a short while. When the happiness ends, you need another indulgence to trigger a few more moments of happiness. Like a frog, you hop from one thing to another, seeking brief moments of happiness. Bliss is better.  It lasts longer than happiness.

Mystical bliss is hidden in every pleasure… (read more)

Standing in Presence

By Rosemary (Rudrani) Nogue, Yogaratna

The standing pose Virabhadrasana 2 (Warrior 2) is one of my favorites.  Moving in, I become absorbed in its physical angles and alignments.  Any mind chatter drops away.  I feel my feet and legs grounding down into the support of the earth.  Engaging my abs and raising arms skyward, I feel solid and uplifted at the same time.

I become aware of the interconnectedness between my body and mind.  I settle into equal balance between my feet, and my mind feels balanced too.  It feels circular.  My physical balance creates mental balance, and mental balance creates physical balance. 

My spine is freed to soften and lengthen.  With the crown of my head over my tailbone — Voila! — I am even deeper inside.  There is only quiet. 

Staying in the pose uncovers my stamina.  The pose feels powerful while being challenging.  I feel clear, strong, resilient and elated.  I experience standing in total presence, right here, right now, being the Beingness I am. Moving out of the first side, I am more than ready for the second side.

Continuing in Virabhadrasana 2, a sense of inner presence arises.  It unwraps an experience of my inner warrior.  As my heart expands, I feel strong and powerful yet kind, loving and open at the same time.  This pose prepares me to move into my day.  It gives me Me!  No wonder Virabhadrasana 2 is one of my favourite poses.

Telecourse: Leaps & Bounds 

Learn and grow in this multi-media course. This course draws out the meaning of Shaktipat:  what it is and how it works, as well as how you maximize the blessings it brings.  Be filled up by classical teaching stories as well as verses from Sanskrit texts. 

Go at your own pace in this multimedia course, comprised of substantive articles and teaching videos,.  Your password is current for three months after you enroll.  

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Module 3:  Ordinary Monks & Mystics — Outgrowing your past & shaping your future. The loom of tantra: interweaving spirituality through life.

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Gurudevi taught this course in 2019 as her Year-Long Programme.  New videos and updated Teachings Articles make it fresh and totally relevant to your needs today — that is, if you’re not enlightened yet

Leaps & Bounds

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

Breakthroughs are not dependent on receiving Shaktipat.  Grace is not so limited.  Grace is part of life, always available. 

You’ve been lifted out of your small-s self so many times by Divine Grace.  Shaktipat is the form of Grace that awakens your inner meditative energy, so the upliftment keeps coming, again and again, every time you meditate.  It arises within.

While Svaroopa® yoga specializes in Shaktipat, you were uplifted and sheltered by Grace before yoga.  Your life has had many moments of Grace.  Like a child sitting on daddy’s shoulders, Grace shows you what you could not see.  Yet you still have to come down to earth and go through the process of growing into your own future. 

It’s easier to navigate to your future when you’ve seen where you’re going, and even easier when you have a GPS.  Yoga’s teachings provide both:  the description of your goal as well as how you get there.  They describe levels and stages that can help you understand where you’re at, and give you practices that help you make the next leap forward. 

That’s what I’m presenting in this Telecourse – the levels and stages of your upliftment.  It tends to happen in leaps and bounds.

Sutra on Pain Avoidance

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

Pain is part of life.  This is why most of your energy goes into pain avoidance or pleasure seeking.  Fortunately, yoga excels at both!   

The physical practices of yoga are incredibly pleasurable, though you may go through a learning curve before you discover this. 

Especially when you are in-person classes, your teacher can adapt the pose to your body’s readiness as well as give you a prop or adjustment that melts through your accumulated tensions.  Svaroopa® yoga excels at this.  Regular practice of yogic breathing and the poses protects you from future pain in a magical way. 

Yoga’s meditative practices focus on getting you past your mental and emotional pains.  Using the enlivened mantra of this tradition cuts through your inner turbulence and carries you deeply within.  You find your deeper essence, what yoga calls “your own Self.”  Once you’ve experienced the inner infinity of your own Self, you have a different perspective on life and its events.  It’s easy to agree with the book title, that it’s all small stuff. 

That’s the gist of this sutra, a concise teaching with a great promise: 

Future pain can and should be avoided. 

Heyam duhkham anaagatam. 

— Yoga Sutras 2.16 

My elders expected to be in pain as they aged.  When I tried to give them a few yogic tricks that would diminish or relieve their pain, they said, “No thanks, honey.  I’m old.  I’m supposed to hurt.”  The sage Patanjali disagrees.  He not only promises that you can avoid pain, but that you should.  Good news! 

How do you avoid pain?  While yoga poses and breathing practices help you with your body, meditation is the key.  This is Patanjali’s focus, getting you past your mind so you experience the greater reality within.  All the yogic sages throughout time have focused on meditation as well as how to bring your own Self with you into life. 

Instead, our sense of self gets locked into worldly definitions. When I was in my twenties, my parents said it was time for me to get my boxes out of their garage.  I had completely forgotten about those old possessions, childhood treasures. One box was full of stuffed animals.  As I unpacked them, I was shocked to see how meaningless they were.  Yet they had meant everything to me when I was 12.  What happened?  I outgrew them. 

So many things have come and gone in your life.  You’ve already learned how to move on.  Patanjali says you can use this ability now, right in the midst of whatever you are currently going through.  Recognize that the ticking clock is moving on.  It’s time to outgrow your old needs and dependencies.  It’s time to grow into a new you. 

It’s meditation that makes this easy because you experience the greatness of your own essence.  When you tune into your own Self, the profound depth of pure Beingness supports you from the inside.  Now, whatever is happening on the outside, you take it in stride. 

You are more than these events seem to make of you.  You are more than others understand you to be.  You are so much more. 

Shaktipat Is an Invitation

By Judy (Jagruti) Goodkin

Interviewed by Lori (Priya) Kenney

I felt like I was getting an invitation when I received Shaktipat from Gurudevi.  When she placed her thumb on my forehead, it was as if she said, “Follow me.”  In her Q&A session later, someone asked about discipline with yoga practices. Gurudevi’s encouraging response has stayed with me.  It feels like the time for me to be more disciplined.  This willingness to be more disciplined is powerful, both in daily life and my practices.

At a recent Swami Sunday, Gurudevi talked about the gift of Shaktipat.  She gives the gift, but we have to open it and look inside.  It feels like I’m truly opening Gurudevi’s gift of Shaktipat and looking inside.  I’m taking Gurudevi’s “Living Sutras” course.  The course is very deep, and I am experiencing much awakening within.  Ordinarily, I would have more resistance to course assignments.  Yet now I feel very open to them.  I am even adding more than is being asked for.  My awareness of what I need to do for my body and mind is greater.

I appreciate how the Ashram Swamis also help us process our Shaktipat experiences.  Each time, their answers help me greatly.  I asked Samvidaananda about Kundalini in my meditation.  I had been waiting for Kundalini to stop moving me so I could meditate.  Samvidaanada said, “The Kundalini is your meditation.  Just repeat mantra while that is going on.”  

When I returned home and meditated, I let Kundalini have her way.  I experienced powerful movements.  During these kriyas, I was grateful for Samvidaananda’s guidance, and I repeated mantra.  Within a week, my body settled down.  I still get kriyas in meditation, but they are gentler now. 

I’m so grateful for Gurudevi’s invitation.  Opening the gift of Shaktipat has me settling into a deeper place.  Everything I do feels more purposeful.

A Juicy Life

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

Juice squirts out of the ripe peach I cut into, dripping down my chin as I bite into a chunk.  Yum!  It’s called rasa — the juice, the nectar or blissful essence.  Similarly, every chef will tell you that it’s the sauce that makes the dish.  In the same way, you want your life to be juicy, vibrant and meaningful.  Yogis get their rasa from the inside.

Meditation is the direct path to the rasa of Self-Knowingness. By delving into your own inner dimensionality, you tap into the source of life, the power of love, the delight of creativity and the peace of timelessness.  These fill you from within.

Yoga poses and breathing practices make this inner exploration easier. Svaroopa® Yoga poses target your spinal tensions, dissolving them to open up interior space in your body.  You breathe easier.  You get taller as you get happier.  You move freely as your joints glide due to the synovial fluid lubricating them more effectively.  It’s called rasa.

Your laugh is deeper and more frequent.  Your eyes shine with light, especially after meditating.  Your heart overflows and you act on your compassionate impulses.  Your synapses fire, making connections that give you…

This Stuff Works Miracles

By Marlene (Matrikaa) Gast, Yogaratna

Sherry began weekly Svaroopa® yoga classes with me due to mild, occasional sciatica. During the Covid 19 lockdown, she continued with online yoga classes and wasn’t bothered by sciatica.  

In March 2020, however, Sherry was diagnosed with Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia (CLL).  To complement her medical treatment, she continued online classes and dedicated time to home practice. 

In October 2021, Sherry began in-person yoga therapy to address stiffness and ache in her neck and shoulders.  She believed the tightening of those muscles was a side effect of her medical treatment for CLL.

Though she was asking for help with her neck and shoulders, I planned her sessions for lower spinal opening, following our “it starts at the tailbone” sutra.  And it worked.  Sherry noticed sweet relief in her neck and shoulders.  

At the end of her sessions she reported, “Tension throughout my body is diminished, relaxed … Openings in waist and shoulder area.  Openness through back and shoulders and neck … Zero pain; more relaxed, less tension throughout body.  Neck and shoulders feel normal.” 

With a deep remission in September 2022, Sherry stopped medical treatment for CLL due to side effects.  By October, her pain level was only 1 at her session’s beginning and 0 at the end.

However, six months later, Sherry reported extreme pain from sciatica in an online class.  I hadn’t seen that coming.  She was using a walker when I arrived at her house to give her a session.  At the end, she could put a bit of weight into the affected leg.  Fortunately, she agreed to Embodyment® Overlap Healing (a series of private sessions). 

After the first four sessions, she no longer needed the walker.  As the “overlap” concluded, she was walking without discomfort of any kind.  Her neck and shoulders were pain-free too.

In her last session, I could hear her miracle.  Her voice had a tone of deep peace as she said she felt calm and normal.  “It’s like all the cancer medication is gone from my body.”  Her long-term goal is to stay pain free and in deep remission.

Yoga for Upper Back Pain

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

You’re hiding your heart.  When your upper back rounds over, it crunches your neck and can cause a lot of pain.  It’s all because you’re hiding your heart – not only from others, but also from yourself.  When what you really want is for your heart to be open.  Open and safe, that is.

If you are currently living in circumstances that require you to hide your heart, I support you in necessary self-protection.  But if those circumstances were in the past, it’s time to begin unraveling the spinal tensions that you installed when needed.  Are they needed now?

While yoga poses and breathing practices do help, it is the deeper inner experience that makes the biggest difference.  When you use poses and yogic breathing as the ancient system recommends, they dissolve deep physical tensions as well as mental-emotional reactivity.  As these dissolve, your deeper essence is revealed, called svaroopa in Sanskrit, meaning your own capital-S Self.

Svaroopa is your own Divine Essence, the source of all healing, creativity, love and joy.  As you settle inward, the past dissolves and you become aware of being aware. Your own Self knows your own Self.  In this inner Knowingness, your body begins a cosmic reset, dissolving the old patterns that don’t serve you anymore.

Now your heart is full, filled from the inner source. From that fullness, you have a new level of clarity about your life and your own being.  From that inner fullness, you have something worth sharing.  Now you’re ready for your heart to show, for all you really ever wanted to do was to share from your essence.  Yoga empowers you to live this way.