By Alina (Avinashi) Uzhvieva
Interviewed by Lissa (Yogyananda) Fountain, Yogaratna
Nothing compares to being in the same room with an Enlightened Being. In Gurudevi Nirmalananda’s presence, a vibration starts in my whole body. It’s more than mere emotions; it’s coming from a place deeper inside.
Attending Shaktipat at Lokananda also means being surrounded by beautiful smiles and serene faces of fellow yogis. There is no judgement, only love and care. Everyone there shares the same path to liberation.
Before I received my first Shaktipat initiation I had so many expectations. I wanted to get it all! Receiving Gurudevi’s Shaktipat by touch was intense. I experienced my greed and expectations turning into tears, anger, guilt and fear. They were being cleared out.
Then I realized that all my previous yogic practices had prepared me for this moment. Suddenly the anguish stopped. I felt completely still. It was deeply calming and absolutely ecstatic.
Having learned my lesson, I was able to release all thoughts and feelings in Gurudevi’s second Shaktipat (by will). Everything dissolved as I melted into the process. I felt I was one with every yogi in the room. It was a sweet state of Beingness.
When I returned to everyday life, I knew I wanted to integrate my experiences. Gurudevi provided us with many practical tools to support ourselves after Shaktipat. At first, I did experience relapse, wanting to be back at Lokananda. Yet I realized integrating even 1% of my expanded state of Beingness would improve my whole life.
Now I have more clarity about being a mother and wife. I want to keep my body and mind healthy to support my family. This realization helped establish my daily practice. I do yoga and meditate every day now.
Less reactive and more responsive, I feel better and see everything in my life in a different light. Remembering my Shaktipat experience, I can be with whatever is happening. I’m grateful for Guru’s Grace and to know where I am headed!















