Category Archives: Svaroopa Yoga

Who Are You?

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

You don’t have to become somebody or something. You are already radiant Consciousness. All you need to do is uncover it. Yoga practices essentially subtract away the stuff that gets in the way. They remove the blockages until your own capital-S Self is revealed. 

This is why, at the beginning and at the end of programs, I bow to your own Divine Essence. I chant: “OM svaroopa svasvabhava namo namah.” Namo means “I bow to,” and namah means “I bow to.” So I translate namo namah as “again and again I bow.” 

To what do I bow? To svaroopa, your own Divine Essence. Yet while I am bowing to you, I am bowing to my own Divine Essence. Because there is only one Divine Essence. The One Reality is being each of us and all of us at the same time. 

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It is like light that shines through a window with many panes; the reflection on the floor looks like different squares. Yet there is only one light. The one light takes on all the different shapes so it can shine in all the different forms. The One Reality has become you, me and all that exists. 

In this phrase, I love the word svasvabhavah. It comes from Abhinavagupta, a Kashmiri Shaivite sage who lived a thousand years ago. He wrote…

— Excerpt from Yoga: Embodied Spirituality, pages 17‒19

Finding Your Peace

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

When I moved into my first home, I wanted to make it a haven from the world. I decorated my small apartment with beautiful budget items and hand-me-downs, and I kept fresh flowers in vases as often as I could. I carefully selected background music that created a soothing and peaceful effect. 

Sometimes it worked and sometimes it didn’t. I found that I was completely capable of being so overwrought that I didn’t notice any of it. Jon Kabat-Zinn named the phenomenon in a book title, Wherever You Go, There You Are. You take yourself with you no matter where you are. 

There is an important problem hidden in my story. If you want your home to be a haven, you actually see the world as being a hostile place. It may be an unrecognized attitude, but it is there. As you become able to recognize this in yourself, you also see how your attitude creates the problems that you encounter as you go through your life. 

I would love to be able to point my finger and blame the rude sales clerk or the belligerent driver. Yet, I know that I have created it, countless times, by my own actions and attitude. The world is a mirror. It reflects you back to yourself. What you put out comes back to you, the way you put it out and the “why” you put it out. 

As a yogi, however, you must look at even a deeper level, called dependency. You depend on the externals to be just right before you can feel peace. What happens to you if your neighbors have a noisy party? With all your doors and windows closed, you can still hear their happy sound. Are you happy that they are happy, or do you…

  — Excerpt from Yoga: Inside & Outside, pages 1‒2

You Are Made of Light

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

The physicists and yogis agree that it all began with the Big Bang. That bang emanated energy which became light; the light coalesced into matter. This is a vastly simplified explanation, but it is true — everything is made of solidified light. Even your body is made of light. Even the chair that you are sitting on is made of light. 

You probably think that the Bang was an explosion emanating energy and light into the darkness. If so, you’re assuming that darkness is the basis of existence, with light being added to it. The physicists do not describe it this way, but most non-physicists picture it so, without even recognizing that they do. 

The yogic sages make it clear that something existed before the Big Bang. There was something there, a something that banged. That something was not, and is not, darkness. That “something” is the Ever-Existent Reality. It was and is Self-Knowing Beingness, also called Consciousness-Itself. Named by the ancients in their language (Sanskrit), that something is called Shiva. 

Shiva is light, but the word “light” has multiple meanings. Normally it means (1) the opposite of dark, or (2) the opposite of heavy. Both are true of Shiva but, in yoga, “light” means something else: scintillating Presence, radiant Beingness-Itself, Consciousness-Itself, That which Banged. The most important thing to know is — You are That. You are that light, that Presence, that Beingness and Consciousness. You are that which the ancient yogis called “That.” 

The Big Bang was an implosion within Shiva’s own being, which is why energy contracts to become matter. The Big Bang was not an explosion, with light expanding into a field of darkness. It was an implosion, with Shiva contracting within Shiva’s own being, to contract light into matter and bring the universe into existence. Light — not darkness — is the basis of existence. 

Light is important to you because you are made of light. You already know this, not because of a scientific theory or an ancient teaching, as inspiring as they can be. You know this because of your own experience. You feel most like yourself when you are shining with light. When your eyes twinkle, when your heart overflows, when your words have a melody hidden in them, and when your actions show your generous and loving nature — you feel so natural. You feel like yourself. You are radiant with light in those moments. You are your own Self. 

Yoga offers a tried-and-true methodology by which you stop blocking the light of your own being from shining through. When you begin with the physical practices, you are removing the blocks to your body’s natural state of openness. Your body is naturally soft, supple, strong, healthy and resilient, like that of a two-year-old child. The tensions you’ve accumulated since you were two years old are blockages to be removed. When you do some slow breathing and poses to open your spine, you glow afterward. Because the things you do daily are the most powerful, you need to do your yoga breathing and poses daily. If you aren’t removing the blocks, then you are probably installing more of them. 

Yet you do not have to perfect your body in order to have your inner light shine. Even if your body is imperfect, your eyes can shine and your heart can overflow. Yoga’s most powerful effects are the clearing of the blockages from more important levels — your mind and emotions. Clearing these blocks is the primary purpose of yoga’s practices, so your inner light can shine through your mind. 

When you begin aligning your life with the principles of light by following yoga’s precepts for living, that glow shines more brightly and more consistently. When you deepen your inner experience through meditation and chanting, as well as by studying the teachings, you plumb the depths of your own inner essence to discover the source of light within, the light of which you are made.

— Excerpt from A Yogic Lifestyle, pages 25‒25

A Divine Work in Progress

By Darren Taylor

Interviewed by Lissa (Yogyananda) Fountain, Yogaratna

I used to drive by Downingtown Yoga and Meditation center weekly. I’d see the prayer flags and wonder what it was all about. 

Then one day I took a yoga class with Swami Satrupananda. Afterwards she asked me what I wanted from yoga. I said, “Enlightenment, of course.”

“Well,” she replied, “You’ve come to the right place.”

I’ve been on a spiritual search for years. Mindfulness, Christian prayer, power yoga, and spiritual readings have been a part of the journey. But I’d never done mantra meditation before. I had lots of questions, and Satrupananda counseled me on the next steps. This led to my first Shaktipat in May of 2022.

I began to prepare myself for this profound spiritual experience about to happen. It felt akin to a baptism: a transformative spiritual marker on my path. I wanted to do service to it, with respect. I ate a simple and pure diet that week and read Muktananda’s Play of Consciousness.  In a dream, I also experienced Gurudevi giving me a shoulder slip!  I wondered if this was part of the transmission of energy to come. 

At the beginning of the Shaktipat retreat, my mind and body had a little resistance. “Oh,” I thought, “we’re chanting again??!” But I went with it. After Gurudevi’s first touch, I felt pulled up from my base and realigned. I could see a roadmap that Kundalini had implanted inside me. During my meditations, the physical openings were much stronger. I experienced a cleansing, a burning off. 

After I got home, I couldn’t do anything but sit in meditation. I was so blissful.  I didn’t want to “land the plane.”  I wanted to keep flying in Consciousness. Now I’m enrolled in the “Deepen Your Meditation” class and meditating daily.  I’m a divine work in progress. 

Shavasana: Letting Go to Go Forward

By Marlene (Matrikaa) Gast, Yogaratna

When life gets hectic, and it’s time to go-go-go, Shavasana is my go-to pose.  

I take the time to set up my blanket stack with a carefully rolled blanket on top.  With my knees supported thus, I feel my lower back lengthen, spread, and settle into the floor.  The effect on my mind is so sweet.   

Worry melts into random thoughts.  They soon dissolve into simple clarity and gratitude for rest.  I feel my upper back receive the support of the floor.  With the back of my hands resting into the floor, my fingers soften.  They release the urge to hold on to anything.

Sometimes I silently repeat our Guided Awareness, which I know by heart.  In sequence, I find every part of my body, from my toes through my head, front and back.  This deepens my access to inner peace.

In my current process of relocating, I’m finding Gurudevi’s “Experience Shavasana” recording to be essential.  While uprooting myself, what I hear in her voice and words is transporting in a different way.  This takes me inward to the discovery of new dimensions within myself.  

Being in Shavasana, I am thoroughly grounded in the expanding awareness of Ultimate Reality and Eternality.  Bit-by-bit, my body rests ever more deeply into my blankets and the floor.  Guided in being aware of my body, I feel each area in turn filling with aliveness.

Afterwards, I rest in silence and stillness, my back evenly spread, securely supported by the floor.  The Shavasana blanket stack and roll cradle my knees.  Any previous pressure in my low back is gone.  With calm and energy at the same time, I feel whole — ready to effectively address whatever arises.

Three Ways to Get Enlightened 

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda 

You may have heard that enlightenment is easy — “You don’t need any practices, just know who you are. Just know.” Personally, I needed help with that. I needed lots of help! I got the help so I know how it works. After enough preparation, this is what happens: you just know. 

The Shiva Sutras describes this path to enlightenment, called Shambhavopaya. The word names the process: the upaya (path) of cultivating the knowing-feeling (bhava) of being Shiva (Shambho). It is a feeling of downshifting, like leaning back into your multidimensionality, the ease of settling into your own Beingness.

I teach this process in every satsang and course. I lead you past the fragmentation of your mind to a deeper inner dimension. You feel whole. You shine with light. The trick is this: when the program ends, simply continue to experience your own Shivaness. Instead, you might go back to your mind, with its many concurrent agendas.

For those who get ensnared by their mind, another upaya is best – applying your mind to Consciousness. Since it is your mind that blocks your easing into Shiva-Self, you must work with your mind. This is Shaktopaya, the upaya (path) of working with Shakti (the energy of Consciousness-Itself). 

How do you do this? You fill your mind with the energy of Consciousness by repeating the mantra. The mantra given by an authorized teacher emanates the power of Consciousness. Each time you repeat it, it uplifts your mind and mood. You can liken it to clearing the clouds out of your mind so the sunlight of your own Beingness can shine through.

This is a familiar process if you’ve attended one of my satsangs or programs. I formally give the mantra, and explain both its meaning and how to use it. When you take it with you, your progress toward enlightenment continues. But if you climb out of your… 

Subtraction Yoga

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

You outgrow identities.  Some are already gone, things you used to do but you don’t do anymore.  That’s simply not who you are any longer.  

There probably are some things that mean everything to you now, yet you will outgrow them too.  Things come into your life; things leave.  Sometimes you’re the one who moves on.  

There is one constant reality amidst all that change.  That is an underlying inner essence, what yoga calls your own Self.  You find your own Self only when you practice subtraction instead of addition. 

Most people try to fill their life by adding things: doing this, getting that, going there and everywhere, getting to know new people and learning things.  Most people add and add and continue to add in more and more.  

But yoga fulfills your spiritual hunger in a completely different way.  It is subversive.  It is radical.  It is revolutionary.  Yoga says,

Yeah, you can have all that stuff, but you won’t find happiness in it.  You can’t find satisfaction in it.  You can’t find Self in all that stuff.  You must turn your attention inward.  You must look deeper. 

Some styles of yoga are “addition yoga.”  They add strength to your body.  They add flexibility.  Their system gives you something you don’t currently have. Svaroopa® yoga is a “subtraction yoga.”  With the poses, we move you into angles that unravel deep layers of physical tension.

There are areas of your body that have been locked down for years, areas that are knotted up, stuff that is gnarly and dense.  We begin subtracting the density.  This changes your body, and your mind and feelings are lightened up as well.  

We unravel the tensions to reveal what is hidden underneath — the deep peace that is your nature.  While you begin with your body, you discover an inner happiness that is ever-arising within.  This is a true and profound satisfaction that depends on nothing outside of you.  It is your own deeper sense of Self. 

Yoga is a process of clearing away the stuff you think you are, but that you really are not, so you can find the deeper dimension inside.  This essence that yoga uncovers is called svaroopa, Sanskrit for “your inherent Is-ness.”  Sva- means Self.  

In yoga we distinguish between “small-s self” and “capital-S Self.”  The self with the small “s” is your superficial identity or, unfortunately, multiple identities, which are supported and sustained by your activities in life.  Your capital-S Self is your deeper essence of pure Beingness. 

A yogi shared about her college-age daughter who had finished her summer job and returned to school.  During her summer vacation, she had a real job and apartment and took care of herself.  She lived like an adult for three months but returned to a college dorm.  She was having trouble adjusting.  Her sense of self had been radically altered! 

This shows how your small-s self is based on where you are and what you do: holding down a job and paying rent compared to attending classes and living in a dorm.  Your small-s self will continue to change throughout the whole rest of your life, depending on where you are, who you know and what you do.

Your capital-S Self is the unchanging reality within.  Your svaroopa is the eternal dimension of your own being, your own Divine Essence.  To know and to experience Self is the purpose of all yoga’s practices.  Yoga quiets your mind so that your underlying essence is revealed.

— Excerpt from Yoga: Embodied Spirituality, pages 14‒16

The Wonders of Shaktipat

By Ashley (Tarini) Molson

Interviewed by Lori (Priya) Kenney 

I was alone in my own home for the September Shaktipat Retreat.  Even online, I had profound experiences.  Gurudevi has no limitations.   

Remarkable things happened and are continuing.  Chanting had been something I felt uneasy doing.  With no one listening, I sang out freely.  By the end of the weekend, I had no inhibitions and was chanting loudly from my depths. 

While receiving Shaktipat from Gurudevi, I found myself falling at her feet.  It wasn’t me making a heartfelt or mental choice to fall.  It truly felt as if I fell at her feet in full surrender.  My spine was straight up, but my heart was bowing.  It wasn’t something I thought myself into, it happened inside. In this moment, I fully embraced Gurudevi as my Guru.     

The devotion has continued blossoming. I immediately signed up for Meditation Club so I can meditate with Gurudevi and the other Svaroopis.  It wasn’t a priority before ¾ I always hit snooze.  I now wake up most mornings between 3:45 and 4 am.  

After Shaktipat, meditating more and spending more time with Gurudevi isn’t even a question. It’s like breathing.  I want more time with Gurudevi to continue deepening my experience.    

Shaktipat lit a fire that is filling me with the strength of my Sanskrit name.  Tarini is one of the names of Durga.  I’m feeling her strength, and it’s moving me to do things that seemed impossible before.   

I own my own business and work full time. It’s intense and there’s no “off button.”   I’ve been remembering what a gift it is to learn this yoga.  I feel incredibly grateful to Gurudevi.  She poured into me and now I’m saying, “Where am I needed?  Where can I pour it out to others?”    

I’m inspired to teach yoga again. It’s amazing — time and space are opening up for me.   

My Online Miracle

By Joan Bragar

My online connections with the Ashram have been a godsend. I participate twice a week in online yoga classes taught by the Swamis. 

The benefits of Svaroopa® yoga have been huge through my online yoga therapy sessions with the Swamis. I fully recovered from two major surgeries within a year.  I now can engage in life with full mobility and strength. This is increasingly important as I turn seventy.

I’ve also taken additional online classes, including the Magic of Ujjayi program, Gurudevi’s illuminating Telecourses, and her “live from the Ashram kitchen” Yogic Nutrition course.  I even participated in my first Shaktipat retreat online!  

So I feel very close and connected to the Ashram.  My knowledge, commitment and dedication to this spiritual path have deepened over the past few years. I now offer seva (volunteer service) to support the work of Svaroopa® yoga in the world.

Last year, I got to Downingtown PA for my first in-person Shaktipat Retreat.  I was happy to be there in person at last, and Gurudevi greeted me warmly.  

During a dinner, I had a funny and fun-loving conversation with some of the swamis.  It was about how tall they had thought I was from seeing me on Zoom. Some thought I was taller, and some thought I was shorter.  That seemed to be the only information that wasn’t easily discernable online.  Everything else — including emotional connection and physical and spiritual development — had occurred through several years of virtual programs.

I am always surprised that more people don’t take advantage of these weekly classes with true Svaroopa® yoga masters. The organization’s website makes it easy to find and sign up for classes and programs.  I invite you to join me.

What Is Freedom?

By Gurudevi Nirmalananda

When I was a teenager, I often complained that this didn’t seem to be a free country. If I was free, I should be able to go where I wanted, when I wanted, and do and say what I wanted.

My mother, who carefully controlled all of those things, responded that was not the meaning of freedom. I knew that I didn’t understand her or what I had learned in school about freedom in America. 

Then I lived in Madrid during the time the Spaniards regained their freedom. I had gone to Madrid to help with the opening of a yoga center, and was living and working with Madrileños. I particularly loved my daily commute by bus, surrounded by chatter in a language I could partly understand, driving through beautiful plazas with huge, incredible fountains. 

They were preparing for their first election in 40 years, and every day there were huge political rallies that lasted until the madrugada, the wee hours of the morning. In addition to the political fervor that I recognized from elections in the USA, there was an added element of infectious joy. They were so incredibly happy to regain the right to vote. 

I began to question my idea of freedom. From the many years of schooling in American history to the many years of training in yoga philosophy was a big leap, yet they both spoke so movingly of freedom. I knew that I still didn’t understand freedom. Only with two more decades of yoga practice am I beginning to get it.

The goal in yoga is an ultimate state, described in many different terms, the most important of which is “freedom.” You get a taste of yoga’s freedom in every yoga class. It might happen to you after Seated Side Stretch, when your opening is more than merely physical. Maybe you love Jathara Parivrttanasana (Rotated Stomach Pose) because it seduces you into an irresistible inner depth.

It could happen in a backbend, when the pose stops being such a struggle and you feel like you could lift off and fly. Or maybe one of those seated forward bends makes you melt into something bigger than the universe. 

One of the most reliable places to find it is in Shavasana, especially the closing Shavasana at the end of class. The whole class is a warm-up for the final Shavasana, so you can experience the freedom at the deepest level of your own existence. Mukti — freedom.                                                                                                            

The practices of yoga provide immediate results, which is very important in our hurry-up-must-get-it-now lifestyle. Even your first class makes you feel better than you imagined possible. In the beginning, it appears that the purpose of the class is to fix your body. Familiar pains disappear or are profoundly diminished, and you enjoy a new feeling of profound relaxation and ease.

Most amazingly, you feel both relaxed and energized at the same time — a rare combination! The freedom of comfort and ease in your body is a great freedom, but yoga’s promise doesn’t end with this first blush of success.     

In addition to this feeling in your body, you experience an inner feeling of peace, from the very first class. You feel undeniably calmer on the inside. In the same way that the physical benefits develop further as you continue, this inner sense of peace develops progressively into stithi, an inner stability that supports you in all places and times. This yoga-feeling is inside you, supporting you wherever you go.

— Excerpt from Yoga Inside & Outside, pages 93‒94