Time is a Funny Thing

By Swami Nirmalananda

Time just keeps ticking along, even though what’s inside is eternal.  I don’t feel any older today than yesterday, but the clock and calendar say I am.  So are you.   It’s a little like taking the elevator to the top of the Empire State Building:  you walk in, the doors close, nothing much happens, but when they open again, you’re in a different world.   You shiva2haven’t changed, but the world keeps moving around you.  Whether it’s changes in your family, your work or a change in the political structure – you are still who you have always been.  Consciousness-Itself.  You are Shiva.  So am I.

The sages tell us that we experience this contrast every night.  Deep sleep gifts you with brief interludes of immersion into consciousness.  You’re re-enlivened by your unconscious dip into Consciousness-Itself.  This is what makes you wake up refreshed, like a whole new person ready for a whole new day.  Life keeps moving along, but your core essence is the Unchanging Reality from which it all emanates.  Meditation is more important than sleep because it gives you that dip into consciousness, but consciously.

Today is my birthday.  Turning 70 means I have actually already completed 7 decades.  Today is day one of my 80th decade.  I’m excited!  I’m really looking forward to it!  Yoga’s promise is that it just keeps getting better and, after 50+ years of yoga, I know this to be true.  Even before dedicating myself to yoga, I figured out that each new decade was like getting a job promotion.  More responsibility, more autonomy, more freedom, more impact, more expertise to draw on, more appreciation for the others in my life, more, ramamore, more…

As an American baby boomer, I grew up with, “Don’t trust anyone over 30.”  But by the time I was 25, I could see that friends, already over 30, were so much happier than I was.  They had it much more together than I did.  I began to look forward to turning 30.  And everything did get easier.  Then 40, then 50 – I really have found each decade to be better.

Of course, I benefit from many decades of yoga practice, supporting my body in its life process.  Not to mention how yoga has freed me from the mental-and-emotional baggage I’d been bound by over many lifetimes.  Most importantly, there’s Baba!  His presence in my life gave me what I’d been looking for, fulfilled my purpose for taking birth.  Now I have the privilege of serving you in the same way.

In the intro mantras I sing before teaching, one line stands out today, describing Muktananda, who I am honoring in the chant:

bhakta karyaika dehaya…

(I bow to the Guru) who remains in a body in order

to serve the needs of his devotees…

_mg_4685Once you have mastered consciousness, you can do or not do.  You can be active or still.  You can stay or go.  There is no thing you seek to accomplish, no thing you seek to own, no thing that you want to become, no place to go or to run away from.  What remains?  Why hang around?

Only to serve.

So today, on this anniversary of my birth, I thank you for giving me the chance to serve you.

OM svaroopa svasvabhavah namo namah

8 thoughts on “Time is a Funny Thing

  1. Bonnie Schindler

    Happy happy day of your birth. Thank you for your service. Svaroopa yoga has changed many lives including my own. May your special day be blessed with love, joy, laughter, family and friends.

  2. debbielmandel

    Namaste Swamiji,
    Thank you for all you give me, especially for the Grace that allows me to be with my Self. With love, Antarajna

  3. Aanandi Ross

    Dear Swamiji, what a gift to cross paths with you. I cherish the delight of it all. Blessings for all and everything.
    with love and gratitude, Aanandi

  4. Leanne Cox

    Happy anniversary of your birth Swamiji. Thankyou for your guidance and teachings on this amazing Svaroopa yoga. Love and blessings.

  5. Anthony Penzarella

    I am so very happy to hear that you are nearby in Downingtown – when you are in town! I look forward to coming to sit with you on many occasions to take my own development to the next level and to learn to teach others better!

  6. Terry Gardner

    Dear Swamiji, blessings on the auspicious day of your birth!
    Deep Gratitude for the profound effect your teachings have had on my life and the ripple effect into the lives of those around me. Your words resonate as I recall the years of sitting in your presence, we grow older and more effective, evolving together. I may never catch up, but such a joy to aspire and share. I am happier than ever, even when it’s hard.
    I will carry on Svaroopa’s teachings, your teachings as long as I can.
    Love, Ishvari


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