By Annie (Aanandi) Ross
I remember living with my focus on the external world. I thought about my clothes, my hair, jewelry, a little make-up and what I wanted next. What could be the next thing to bring me happiness? I wanted the next thrill or a buzz of some kind.
Living in the deep jungles of Honduras for three months was a wonderful experience. I had taken a break from college in my senior year. I was escaping overusing my mind to grasp concepts related to world religions and philosophies. I wanted to get grounded in nature and give my mind a rest. Just like everything prior to meditation, my sojourn in Honduras did not turn out to be just right.
Fortunately, I found Svaroopa® Yoga and Meditation some years later. It is what has given my mind a true rest — and so much more. This meditation has led me to the inner experience of finding and knowing my own Self. More and more, I learn how to rest in or return to this inner experience.
When I first took Gurudevi Nirmalananda’s Meditation Teacher Training (MTT), a lot of it seemed way over my head. Well, I did the homework anyway. I practiced teaching, going through the steps I had been taught. And I’ve taken students through this process many times through the years. Muktananda’s words “Meditation teaches you meditation” became a guide for me to follow.
A few years ago, I took Meditation Teacher Tune Up for my Continuing Education. I felt there was something I couldn’t remember… Was there an obstacle blocking the Self? I remember Gurudevi’s words, “You may need to do some remodeling of your mind.” Simply dissolving, deep-seated pains and fears have lost their hold on me. I feel lighter and less burdened. Now I know what students are actually looking for because I have found it in myself. I can show them the ease. Because of my experience, I want to share it with the world.
Recently, through continued, consistent meditation, I have become more and more established in the Self. Being thus landed inward more deeply, I find my mind being remodeled. I have finally been able to uncover obstacles that used to be in my way. Simply dissolving, deep-seated pains and fears have lost their hold on me. I feel lighter and less burdened. I am focused inward, rather than outward. Through the lifechanging process of Svaroopa® Vidya Meditation, I can be based in Self and act in the world. Naturally, I am looking forward to teaching my next Introduction to Svaroopa® Vidya Meditation series I am offering it online through a local lifelong learning program.
Most people are interested in meditation because they want to feel calm and peaceful inside. They appreciate learning how to sit comfortably. They value the clam ambiance and pace of the series, as previous feedback shows:
“I felt this introduction was great, better than I expected. In the fact, I wasn’t sure I could calm my busy mind down enough to experience meditation.”
“I really liked hearing about the goals of meditation as well as the meaning of the ancient texts and mantra. I loved how calm I felt in the space, and most of all, I loved the way Annie made each of us feel comfortable to talk about our experiences.”
“Annie was an exceptional facilitator and yogi. She was methodical, loving, kind, instructive.”
“The study leader created a safe space in which to talk about our experiences in meditation. Three sessions was just the right length for an introduction.”
We MTT grads are taught to meet students where they are, offer them the teachings and tools, and guide them inward. Supported by Guru’s Grace and my own practice, it turns out to be simple. I know what students are actually looking for because I have found it in myself. I can show them the ease. Because of my experience, I want to share it with the world.