By Priya Kenney
“What I like about the Yoga Therapy Retreat is that it includes everything for healing,” says Kalyani (Evy) Zavolas Wallis. Rest and rejuvenation, healing, big openings, deep inner work and calming physical kriyas describe her experience. It feels like she hits the reset button and gets re-established in a steady practice routine. She says, “I feel so blessed to be able take this time for myself to do the inner work and to have time with Swamiji.”
Each day begins with chanting Sri Guru Gita, followed by an asana class. After that, you have a private vichara session (guided self-inquiry). Kalyani is especially appreciative of the rest periods that are built into the day because they allow “all the changes to seep in.” She explains, “Doing vichara every day, you get into some really deep stuff.”
There are also teachings with Swamiji, chanting and meditation and a private yoga therapy session every day. Kalyani emphasizes the importance of time for resting, even naps: “To me, it was like heaven, because I had that time for things to integrate. You’re getting so much and need the breaks to let it sink in.”
Kalyani has gone to the retreat all three times it has been offered at Lokananda! She keeps taking this intensive because she has had such good experiences. Kalyani remembers taking a similar course at the Malvern PA studio way back before Swami Nirmalananda was a swami. It included daily vichara and yoga therapy sessions. She was incredibly grateful to get two yoga therapy sessions from Swamiji when she was still called Rama. “She was doing things I had never seen before,” said Kalyani. She was so happy to see the ATT Yoga Therapy trainings reintroduced in the past couple of years, with even more juice to it. “I see there is one coming up in November,” says Kalyani. “If I can swing it, I will be there. It’s another five days of diving deep inside. I would like to take every single one.”
In April 2017, Kalyani was drawn to take the intensive because she had fallen into a deep depression. She knew the course would help her get through it. The Vows Preparation Course, unveiled some deep personal stuff and uncovered the depression. In addition, her father-in-law passed away, she got the flu and lost a lot of weight. Following Swamiji’s recommendations, she got a health care team to support her and began to heal. “Once the intensive came up, I was feeling a bit better, I knew it would be powerful enough to keep my healing going. And it would be gentle enough so I could handle it,” says Kalyani.
There was a lot of fear in her depression. With Swamiji present every day for teachings and leading practices, Kalyani had the chance to talk with her about the fear. The vichara sessions also helped her look at her fears and understand the thought processes behind them. Daily Embodyment® sessions gave her the experience of bliss. And more — she got a personalized set of practices to take home. Then she regained her appetite and her immune system improved.
Kalyani’s husband joined her at the next Yoga Therapy Retreat. He especially liked all the yoga therapy sessions. Even for someone who isn’t into the chanting, he was still able to enjoy it and didn’t find it overwhelming. Swamiji and Vidyadevi each gave illuminating talks that included information about the body, pain and the power of Ujjayi Pranayama. Students learned about the importance both their physical and subtle bodies in healing.
“The retreat is a reboot, a delicious time out,” says Kalyani. “Upon returning home, I felt that I was starting fresh. It’s a great way to get back into my practices when they have fallen away. When I was depressed, I just couldn’t do them. This retreat put me back into the practices. It was a new lease on life and on my practices.” Kalyani recommends this intensive for anyone who needs rest and rejuvenation. “It’s very personalized,” says Kalyani. “It’s a deeply opening retreat.”
Our next Svaroopa® Yoga Therapy Intensive Retreat is November 15-19 (and spans Swamiji’s birthday).

Reported by Matrika Gast
“Happy Birthday, Dear Ashram, Happy Birthday to You!” writes Sri McNeill. Thank you dearest Swamiji, donors, Board members, and kula for making Svaroopa® Vidya Ashram possible. There are so many aspects that I love and appreciate about our incredible ashram. Physically, just being on the grounds or within her walls, particularly in the Meditation Hall in the presence of the Gurus and the murtis — that’s pure joy. Then again being at Swamiji’s feet for darshan after satsangs — that’s also pure joy. And finding the perfect article or talk in the online freebies — that’s pure joy too. So many ways to receive so many benefits and blessings. Jaya!”
“Celebrating the birth of the Ashram makes utter sense to me,” explains Aanandi Ross. The Ashram and all its facets — whether chanting in the temple, having lunch with Swami, or partaking of the virtual yoga community in so many ways — has become the most significant aspect of my life. All that this Ashram represents is what births me into my Self, more and ever more, deeper and deeper. I’ve heard Swamiji say so many times, ‘Baba gave me my Self.’ This is the most precious gift. In turn, Swamiji so freely and abundantly offers this gift to so many. I don’t even fully comprehend all that I know I’m receiving. She gives me my Self. I am getting to know my Self. With great love, I thank you, Swamiji. ”

The deep inner explorations of yoga’s ancient sages revealed the cosmic internal mapping of our body’s subtle energetic template. When I turn inward to perceive this inner Reality, I see that it is larger than I yet fathom. I can get caught up in the world, looking for balance and stability on the outside, yet I feel the truth that Shiva has designed it all for the inner unfoldment of Consciousness.
All along, that’s what I had wanted. Kundalini is the energy of the universe, embodying you! Opening your tailbone moves the energy through your nadis, but it is Shaktipat initiation from Swami Nirmalananda that has taken me from half-baked (in Consciousness) to fully baked. Because of this, I am no longer satisfied by Svaroopa® yoga’s physical benefits alone. They serve as a launching pad for the blast-off into Consciousness. Swamiji’s Grace provides the jet fuel.
Reported by Priya Kenney
Likewise, Wendy Miller names Half Frog as her favorite. She describes it as “one that I routinely incorporate into my daily practice. It’s straightforward, and reliably releases my sacrum. On a good day, I can also release my tailbone! Half Frog effortlessly gets the job done.”
Asked to choose her favorite pose, Jane Rubenstein reflects that the choice is hard. Yet she says, “Shavasana is my favorite. I become aware of stuck areas I didn’t even know were there. I enjoy feeling my back relax, become fluid and sink to the floor. It is an interesting body awareness practice in and of itself. And I always get a lot out of Lunge. It creates openings up my entire spine as well as my hip creases. When I first started Svaroopa® yoga, I found that Lunge unlocked spots that hadn’t moved in years.”
By Matrika Gast
Luckily, other project members were gone for the evening. My first round took my mind off my overwhelming sense of loneliness and incompetence. To my great surprise, the next two rounds opened me inward to a sense of joyous inner expansion. I still marvel at the shift japa gave me that night. Japa opened me to inner Presence. Through it, I discovered a strength that my mind’s negative chatter was blocking.
Bṛihaspati has a golden body and wears golden or yellow clothing. He was worshipped by the Greeks as Zeus, by the Egyptians as Ammon and by the Romans as Jupiter. Just as Sunday is named for the sun, and Monday for the moon, Brihaspati’s name is the root of the word for Thursday, Bṛihaspati-vara. It is also known as “Guruvara,” with “vara” meaning day and “Guru” meaning spiritual teacher. Bṛihaspati or Guru is also the name of a planet, cited in the Vedas as the auspicious and benevolent
On Thursday, the Guru is most accessible. Devotees often wear yellow and offer yellow flowers. Swami Nirmalananda says, “I know other swamis who observe a fruit-and-dairy fast every Thursday. I do not, as my Baba recommended that we do not fast. Yet I think of my Guru more on this day as well as make special practices and teachings available to Ashram members and residents. It makes it a very sweet day!”
By Karuna Beaver
These practices give me a deeper experience of my own essence, my own Self. When I feel reactive and relapsed, I am thinking too small. I’m not seeing the big picture. I am forgetting who I really am. The big picture is that I AM Shiva, Self. I am Consciousness Its-Self. I am Chiti, conscious energy, made of the same stuff as everyone and everything in the universe.
Aanava mala is the layer of Self-forgetfulness. Who am I? It’s the existential question we were born to answer.
The game is a quest. To uncover who you really are, you must have a game changer, a Shaktipat Guru. Swami Nirmalananda is empowered to give you the initiation that pierces the first mala, the not-knowing. While the piercing isn’t a complete dissolving, it’s enough for you to glimpse your greatness.
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Not everything that is fun is also beneficial, surely you’ve learned that by now. Just because something is unusual or interesting doesn’t mean you should get involved. This is also true of eclipses. The footprint of an eclipse is that of darkness overtaking light. Don’t expose yourself to it!
At the Ashram, we will be doing Consciousness practices throughout the whole time period. Chanting, mantra, meditation – a lovely immersion at a critical time. We will be doing the mantra of our lineage, as well as the Gayatri mantra and the MahaMrtyunjaya Mantra (easily available online). I invite you to join in. After the eclipse, you should bathe and change your clothes. Emerge back into the world slowly, as everyone else has been affected by the dark.
Reported by Matrika Gast
Margot was delayed in getting to ME and got lost near her destination. She called Dasi’s cell, and is thankful that she answered even though the workshop had started. Dasi gave Margot directions and assured her that arriving late was fine. Just in time for the ribcage release, Margot couldn’t do the Seated Side Stretch being taught because of a shoulder issue. So Rukmini eased her into a Rotated Stomach Pose instead. And the rest of the day unfolded with more sweet openings.
To prepare for chanting, Rukmini took time to customize everyone’s seated propping for maximum comfort. Margot says, “It was wonderful to see Rukmini prop everyone individually, to support the deep changes that meditation can make in your body as well as your mind. Rukmini’s caring preparations ensured that our sitting was a sweet closing of the day.”