By Belle (Bhavani) Mann
Interviewed by Lori (Priya) Kenney
About 20 years ago, I spontaneously received Shaktipat in an advanced yoga teacher training. It was like lightning struck me.
I was suddenly filled with intense love. It wasn’t regular human love; it was Divine love. It was the most unbelievable experience of my whole life. When I got home and walked in the door, my husband said, “You’re different.” I kept that state for a few months.
Yet I was able to understand this only years later, after Gurudevi started teaching about Shaktipat. Now I take Gurudevi’s Shaktipat Retreats, where she gives this initiation intentionally, both online and in person. I love that just being in her presence changes me.
I love the teaching talks given by our swamis. I learn so much from our group’s questions and Gurudevi’s answers during the On-Site Q & A. I love chanting, especially with the group at in-person retreats. At the in-person retreats, I also get a chance to hang out in the bhav and Grace of the Ashram. I have personal contact with Svaroopa® yoga friends and enjoy meeting others. I can talk and laugh with them all.
My many Shaktipat Retreats, in person as well as online, have been powerful in different ways. In my last one, I felt veils of resistance falling away. I hadn’t realized I had been resistant to becoming enlightened. Now I could make a stronger commitment.
After each Shaktipat Retreat I feel changed, even when it takes a couple of weeks to discover how. After one, I felt much closer and loving toward Gurudevi. Another time, my love of chanting increased. I deeply feel these subtle internal shifts. I am grateful for all the ways Shaktipat has changed me. All are gifts of Gurudevi’s Grace and teachings!















“These have been my deepest Svaroopa® yoga experiences yet,” says Dharma (Lloyd) Apirian. He took all three DIYs last summer and has just completed June’s DIY: Healing which focused on deeper variations on our Magic 4 sequence.
The day after the program, Dharma says he “eased into my Self” just before entering his workplace. He shares, “The receptionist is a ‘difficult’ person for me, and has been for more than a decade. As I approached her desk, I saw her with a deep love — love that I have never experienced before. Love without attachment or desire. My love for my wife has deepened. And it’s the same with everyone I see, when I am in that place of Self, my home. This is a transformative path. I have been searching since my teens for a path that would truly change me and Svaroopa® yoga is it. I am deeply grateful for my Guru, Swami Nirmalananda, and for my Teacher Trainers. I am also profoundly grateful for my fellow students. They supported and encouraged me. I hope I supported them too.”
Also a longtime practitioner of Svaroopa® yoga, Saguna Goss is the Ashram Business Manager as well. She says, “Since the opening of the Ashram, I’ve been prioritizing the meditation retreats and sutra courses. In the DIY weekend, I had the opportunity to focus on the asanas. It was a real treat! Having the opportunity to dive into a sequence of poses and do them again and again provided a beautiful support for my body. That experience has helped my meditation practice. It was a gift to be reminded about the importance of supporting your body during this process of inner opening that comes from meditation. The beautifully deep Q&A session with Swami, followed by a Swami Sunday, completed a weekend full of Bliss!”
SVA Board President Amala Cattafi says, “The DIY retreat reconnected me to the importance of making my yoga practice ‘full-spectrum.’ I have always favored meditation and seva over working on my body. Yet they are all connected. The DIY retreat not only reminded me of that, but gave me an easy home program that does not take any more time than my usual morning practice!”