By Matrika Gast
“The sole purpose of yoga is to reveal your Self within you,” Swami Nirmalananda reminds us. In her discourse “You Are Becoming Great” she describes the diverse yoga philosophies and practices of yoga as having one goal. They take you to the knowing of your own Self, so you live from your own Self. They let you know when you’re not in your Self and how to return again and again.
It’s hard to see your progress week-to-week or month-to-month. Incremental change is hard to detect. But you can measure your growth by looking back a year or two. You will recognize so many positive changes. Perhaps you have a greater abundance of inner peace and outer harmony with your life situations as they are. If pain led you to begin Svaroopa® yoga, perhaps your practices have dissolved it. Perhaps they have enabled you to know that, while you have a body and a mind, you are so much more than your body and your mind.
Intertwined emotional and physical pain got me into the Svaroopa® Sciences. It’s taken me more than a decade of practice to see how ingrained patterns of thought and behavior created all that agonizing stuff. I now see how the practices clear the way to me being in my own Self. Alas, it’s certainly not all of the time! But I’m in Self enough to know the distinct difference between living from Self and reacting from the delusions and habits of “little s-self.”
When I look back a decade, I see someone doing just enough asana practice to calm down and rest blissfully in Shavasana. That gave me enough inner expansion to plan how to get more from external situations; an essential strategy to fill my gaping well of neediness. Of course, any sense of inner abundance was short lived. I finally figured out that you can’t rely on situations and relationships to give you the More. That well of neediness can’t be filled from outside. For real change, it needs to be gone. Paradoxically, the inner arising of Self dissolves that well.
Right now I am delighted by looking through my window and seeing juncos nibble millet from a bird feeder. But I don’t count on the outside to give me a sense of well being. Letting the Svaroopa® practices invade my life is creating real inner change. That inner expansion of Self gives rise to gratitude. It makes me want to celebrate progress in this miraculous process. A decade ago I could not have imagined this result.
Celebration and gratitude go hand in hand. From national harvest festivals and independence commemorations to family weddings, baptisms and birthday parties — we celebrate all with gratitude. Delicious food, the light of candles or fireworks, along with gift-giving thread through these events. And all are pervaded by a sense of the sacred.
But what to do when you want to celebrate and express gratitude for a subtle, personal milestone? Unlike public and family celebrations, there are no traditional observances. I am grateful for the practices, for the company of fellow Svaroopis on this path, for our stellar Ashram Teachers, sevites and staff — and for Swami Nirmalananda who brought it all into being. So it makes sense to celebrate and express gratitude in the context of this family, this kula.
As to delicious food, candle light and the presence of the Divine within, I look back one week ago, when Swami Nirmalananda came to Boise ID to offer the gift of Satsang. Forty Svaroopis in all stages of process attended. Without doubt, this was a celebration of the practices and progress of all of us. You could see everyone soaking in her words. Darshan was a completely new experience for most of our group. Yet they came forward with gentle smiles, bows and questions for Swamiji.
Afterward, a brand-new Svaroopa® yoga student described her experience as “amazing.” She said she had felt a sense of communication with Swamiji that went beyond the words she was hearing. Asserting “She’s the ‘real deal,’” this new asana student signed up for our next Svaroopa® Vidya Meditation series.
For me, Swami Nirmalananda’s Satsang was the culmination of years of practice to date. For even in the first years of practice, when my progress was scant, my ultimate hope was to bring Swamiji to Boise and thus to spark transformation in many, many others.
As with other celebrations, gift-giving is surely appropriate. So I am planning my donation for our annual Thanksgiving fundraiser, starting soon.


Most Goddesses sit on lotuses, rooted in the mud of the earth yet blooming in pristine beauty.
A seed sprouts, sends roots into the earth and reaches up for the light. What makes it sprout? What makes it grow, flower and fruit?
Religion honors the Divine as though it is found outside of you, being in relationship with you, blessing or testing you. Thus Lakshmi is found in Hinduism, honoring the Divine Nature of the food we eat and all the blessings we receive. Yet yogis look deeper. Yogis look for the Divine within. Thus it is, on Diwali, that yogis look for that same beneficence within themselves, that same blossoming forth in a spirit of generosity, nurturance and blessings.
And you could even dress up as a Goddess for the day! Not as a sex-goddess, not for the purpose of attracting attention, but as a scintillating form of Divinity. It’s a day to honor the Divine blessings that give us life for yet another year, as well as to honor the Divinity in yourself, that is your Self.
by Matrika Gast
Small world, so amazingly miraculous and beautiful.
By Mati Sandy Gilbert
My personal high was when Swami presented me with a beautiful crystal from her own puja. I remember reveling in her praise. Afterwards, others told me I beamed. How could I not?
Ishvari (Terry) Gardner agrees that Swami Nirmalananda’s visit was a great experience for all. She recalls, “I couldn’t help watching the attendees’ rapt attention to Swami’s discourse. She deftly wove the question of ‘How much is enough’ through life itself as well as elements of yoga. She encouraged us to become aware of our own Yoga Score and how it can affect our life. Following her discourse, we all chanted the mantra of our lineage: ‘Om Namah Shivaya.’ Then we settled into a very still, silent, deep meditation. Afterwards, there was a lighthearted joy in the room as individuals went up to kneel at her feet and share a few private words with her. Each received prasad, an orange cord bracelet, tied on by other yogis. The group chatted together about their experience. I believe everyone left a little — or a lot — changed. I am certain that all were inspired to ‘do more yoga.’ I am profoundly grateful to have Swamiji inspire all of us in so many, many ways.”
By Matrika Gast
While one set of WIIFMs got me to Svaroopa® yoga, in the process I discovered that deeper motivation to know my Divinity experientially. The paradox is that both WIIFM goals have been fulfilled again and again. And even more keeps coming. An endless stream of Grace reveals the Divine woven into all things.
By Yogeshwari Fountain
In “Being a Role Model,” she points out the “Truth” that I am “perfect and divine,” always, no matter how I feel, or what my mind says, no exceptions. To live this, I need all the practices of Svaroopa® yoga to keep re-aligning myself to the Self intentionally. But to know I AM Living Truth itself is an inner shift that develops over time. While I have blissful experiences of it, clearly I am not established there. But the Guru is, and because of this, she is the ultimate role model, manifesting the revelatory power of Grace.
The glory of this tantric path is that you must then turn outward, and shine your light back into the world. While Swamiji continues to model this for all of us, she exhorts every Svaroopi to do the same for others. I’m often asked, “How many hours of yoga do you do each day?” If only they really knew! Still, being a role model is humbling, as I’ve never felt “better than” anyone. I’m simply grateful to be on this path of discipleship. I trust that if I cooperate with the process, and watch my motives for any given action, I will become progressively more uplifted. I will understand what I am truly becoming, not in a worldly sense, but as embodied Consciousness, Living Truth.
by Amala (Lynn) Cattafi, SVA Board President
The depth of teachings Swamiji provides attracts yogis who yearn for the greatest that yoga offers; you belong to this exclusive segment of the Western yoga world. This Maha Yoga is the highest yoga, which opens you on every level. Too often, the most difficult level to navigate is about finances and money. Over 100 yogis have done deep work here, not only to support their kula but also to support their own yoga growth, as well as the Master Teacher who serves you.
Personally, I reached several yogis who said, “I was waiting for you to call. Yes, I am ready to donate… how can I help?” Their response touched me so deeply! Even those who did not receive a call simply hopped on the website and donated, or called us to have a staff member assist with their donation. Amazing generosity, love, and support! I love you all so dearly, my heart is bursting and I am tearing up as I write this.

I know that one who knows the Self makes it easier for others to know. I discovered that when I met Baba. He not only explained the emptiness I felt inside – he filled it. But he didn’t fill it with him — he filled it with me. What a difference! He could do that because he was established in the Self within himself. I found that, when I was with him, I got it. It was tangible. It was easy. Plus, he explained it all.
By Karuna Beaver, SVA Board Member
Still, there’s a bit more distance to go. If you’ve been pondering what you can do, now is the time to jump into the race! Your donation is designated for the new roof and other pre-winter needs. You can help put that roof over your fellow yogis’ heads!
By Bindu (Maureen) Shortt, Svaroopa® yoga teacher, Nutritional & Ayurvedic Consultant
Each of these three seasons has different energies, corresponding with the doshas. Ayurveda sees spring as kapha, summer as pitta, and winter as vata. Each of these energies is high during its associated month, both outside in nature and inside us human beings. That means we tend to over-accumulate the energies of the season as it builds into its second half.
include your joints bothering you as well as getting some heartburn.
Dietary adjustment means eating more of the cooling foods and less of the heating. So eat less of the sour (pickles), salty (chips) and spicy (salsa) foods. Four foods that help lower pitta the most are: cucumbers, watermelon, apples and pomegranates. They have the three pitta balancing tastes of sweet, bitter, and astringent.
Remove the seeds from 1 cucumber.